Today is the first day in a very long time that I have chosen not to go to mass. It’s not because I’m tired or upset or in a bad mood or whatever. I’m just sick of going and going through the motions and knowing in supposed to feel something and hating myself because I can’t feel it anymore. I miss being able to feel that closeness to God at mass. But I don’t anymore and I don’t wanna go to church just to go through the motions.
I need inspiration.